You know when I texted you “I miss everything about you” last night, I meant it. I miss you in a way that feels unconventional, unorthodox,unparalleled to anything. I sometimes think about the times I wrote you those poems and think about how I should’ve worded them differently, over time when I’ve gotten to know you more and see you for who you are as a person,as a single living being, the more I start to see how much of a beautiful person you are on the inside. You’re this random girl I meant on Twitter to being a full on person I consider close to my heart. And I often i’d say it’s stupid to say that I’m so madly in love with you, not just the idea of you but the soul of you, whenever you tweet apart of me gets excited even though it’s just probably be something random and weird like you posting lucki lyrics or you posting about your new profile pic of sully from monsters ink with a low taper fade. I just love it. And don’t forget about how beautiful you are, you’re so ethereal it’s astounding,from the way your hair flows when you take a photo or even when you walk to the way your eyes pierce through your glasses like knives made out of diamond to the way your nose scrunches so adorably. Your lips together looks like the sighting of a beautiful painting and I imagine their flavor to taste so sweet, like strawberries. The more I look the more I can’t breathe because you took my breath away. The way your breast fall on your chest, they look so firm, the way they hold gives my eyes and hopefully lips an sense of euphoria in their saintly nature. Your hands can give a sense of warmth like a nighttime fire in the darkened woods and touch of maternal carnality. I wanted to write you this because I didn’t know how else to show you my prevailing venereal for you, my constant thought of a false reality of me and you in tenderhearted union together and sharing a life of safehaven together and wishing such a world could be, and hopefully it could, discernibly not as of now, but one day. And as such a enchantress like you comes into my life wanting what I do also dream of having a family. Particularly a boy, a son. If such day were to come i’d thank almighty Father, savior and Lord of heaven, Christ, that he's given me as such a gift as you are A beautiful,thoughtful,political thinking,marvel loving,funny, free spirited woman, who’s mind brandishes as bright and clear as diamond, who’s eye’s pierces hearts like flying bullets, who’s heart is made out of gold, who’s body was forged from the seraphic hands of God himself. I can go all day about how you’re so beautiful it drives me up a wall like a spider. I can even tell you the guilty thoughts I think about you, Like how I…do really miss calling you mommy and having that swelling feeling you give me in my chest from the thought of one of your breasts in my mouth. or the want to watch a movie with you on discord (it can be Infinity War or Deadpool and Wolverine) or want to hear your thoughts on Kamala possibly being president of the United States. I could listen all day and I wouldn’t get tired. That’s because your voice is something I wouldn’t get tired of because it could calm down any storm. So this note is for you to see how you make me function, feel and think because my heart pounds a thousand times for you, it always does and it always has, and hopefully always will.
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